I'm really hungry for some tonight. Actually, I'll be happy to get any great food. I ate this morning, but couldn't get to the shelter office to pick up more food. So now I'm stuck without til they open tomorrow. I'm hoping that maybe my luck will show and somebody will suddenly bring me food, which happens once in a while--either someone who knows me and my situation, or a total stranger. Last week someone gave me pepper steak with rice, and bought two small milk "chugs" for me also! It was only the 2nd time I had milk since I was in the hospital in early May. Its not like I have a fridge in my backpack, of course. Wish I had chocolate milk--that would be good!

I don't know how I am mentally. It's really hard. I am without my Adderall which is not good. But I am doing ALOT better on the atenolol for my heart problems because I'm not on the Adderall right now. But the doctor wants me on both. It's a no-win situation if you ask me. The individual drugs work great for one problem, but putting them together causes more problems! Sigh.

Nothing in life is easy.