While there are definitely some people I want to knock down metaphysically-not all. Several of the people I'm jealous of-are great people, good friends/caring about me-and really haven't done anything wrong...I just get the jealous bug and want what they have/feel I'm missing...but the others-I just want to yell at God/universe and say why do I have these issues-I'm a good per son, kind to others/animals, etc but mrs x is nasty to all-why does she have charmed life?? I don't truly wish bad things on others, more wonder why I have my challenges in life???...then I do my columns list and realize I am grateful for many things...but can't stop jealousy from popping out sometimes..