This doesn't sound OK... my friend...

sounds like a major restriction thing going on here plus.. complusive working out..

Since I have done both, I figure I can say it..

You have my support.... for eating more.. yepp.. eating more..

and stopping the excessive exercising..

and there is nothing about being "artifically thin" that is good...

what will it take to get your Attention????????????????

a heart attack might do it,,, passing out at the wheel might do it.. what about the loss of heart muscle.. so that in about say 3 years you can breathe..

Have I said enough??? would you like to hear some more on what you are doing to your body.. if it would work.. I would share more...

Sooo how's about it... how about taking a step... just one step.. towards health...

it makes me sad to here that you are treating your body this way....