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Originally Posted by divine1966
Well you are only 24. Majority of what you are saying is all theoritizibg and speculating. We all were 24 at some point.
If you have all these fears you really do need a good therapist to help you heal. Instead of healing your pain and learning to live happier life you are coming up with ideas how to live your life avoiding pain. You aren't going to avoid pain regardless if you commit to one person or sleep around. Pain is kind of part of life.
I sure hope you find good t soon. Good luck
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Thanks for the kind wishes but I don't think that a T can help me at this point nor do I think I need a relationship to have a happier life. I've gotten this far alone. I've accomplished so much at my young age all by myself that I've proven to myself that I don't need anybody. Besides, any money that I would spend on a T would be better utilized on reinvesting into my business to further increase my profits and purchasing a new car. I'm typically happier when I have more money and freedom.
Besides, I like to be alone with my thoughts. About the only happiness that I've ever known has happened when I've been isolated doing my own thing. I have a small support structure of 3-4 friends that fulfill my social needs without expecting much out of me in return and other than that, I pretty much march to the beat of my own drum so to speak.
In short, while it is impossible for me to ever be 100% happy, I'm happier than I've ever been in my life.