dont know whats wrong with me sometimes am completely female other time am male without the body parts i cant seem to make my mind up
Am staying with my husbands family they have no clue about me being trans and am not ready to say to them that i am
i was born female i bought a nice skirt yesterday as i liked it but i havent wore it as i feel like its wrong
i wear joggy bottoms most of the time as i cant find clothes to fit me that are male like
my husband dont want to buy clothes on line because we cant afford to send it back if it dont fit
i hate going clothes shopping because my weight upsets me and the fact i cant fit in to the clothes its embarrassing when i put them back because am too fat for the clothes that i want to buy makes me not want to eat and restricted
as low as possible in calories wise

Am sitting in the hall of my husbands family house on my own i hardly talk to anyone apart from my husband ...i want to go home now but we have to wait until Tuesday