I was diagnosed with OCD over the weekend. It started with hand washing turned into obsessing over cancer to something happening to my children now I am experiencing obsessions of ending up in prison. Primarily due to watch I OTNB as well as other shows of that sort that made me nervous while watching. Now I have never been a violent person and have even been afraid of stealing a small candy as a kid in fear of going to jail. I can't seem to escape the fear that I would go crazy and end there. I have a family and my fear w cancer was me not being their so jail is same thing. I have met w a doc via emergency room and that sure felt like it and left really bad fears after. Am now on Kolonipin until I can meet with w a psych for evaluation. Any insights l, advice or positivity will be very help ful
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