...Well last couple days have been a real struggle.. My brother has moved back at home and I have realized he is a trigger for me (he has substance abuse issues, as well).. I came as close as you can without using...had it in hand ...but didn't follow through with it ... It has been bad enough I have had the cravings to smoke some ganj. for the last couple weeks ...and now I have this added environmental or situational added stress.

I realize now I just have to try and stay away from certain environments and situations... Wish me the best...with trying to stay away from people,places and things.