This might be it. After yet another fight, breaking up came up again, and this time, instead of fighting it, i just said i'm exhausted and can't deal with this anymore. More fighting ensues. The status this very minute is that we are breaking up, and one of us is leaving the house. Not sure who. Not sure i can go ahead with this. I feel i'm going to choke again because i can't help my feelings in the critical moments when a final action is needed, or when she calls me crying saying she doesn't want it to end. I feel dizzy.