Idk if anyone knows but I took 4-5 puffs of marijuana offered on a fishing trip not long ago.

Complete full blown psychotic episode like the one that landed me in the psych hospital.

I'd still smoke it for the 15 minute antidepressant effect and insane creativity at the beginning. Word salad that bad freaked me out though. I was freaking out thinking that it was permanent but I was in the forest taking selfies while high.

Then I lose my memory, flashes of existence from one thing to another, couldn't speak like I felt retarded or even worse.

Psychosis lasted a few hours and then I was paranoid for the day. The next night I lost it again but here's what's interesting..

My moms bf and his friend reassured me about my delusions. Made me have a shower and I felt a bit better. Morning I felt great but slept for a day or two.

The fact that I wasn't toast when off Concerta and actually awake with a bit of caffeine which is useless because it doesn't increase as much dopamine as Ritalin so.. Ya.

Now I believe that I can live very well without stimulants. That's an ease but When I can't focus, I get really irritable and agitated which is the main reason but it's all from somewhere.