T made a budget spreadsheet for me and emailed it to me. he said it was for reassurance. he basically told me i could survive. he also said he doesnt think i will lose my disability. i think i misinterpreted something he said and i felt hurt after the session. i thought about it a lot and why i felt hurt over it. i do believe i read into it the wrong way so i am feeling better about it.

this morning there was an article online about a bicyclist killed in the town T lives in. T rides his bike to his office sometimes and i thought it was him. i texted him and said are you alive and he said physically but not spiritually. i said ok thats good enough. he said speak for yourself. he is silly