Pink, I'm so sorry you are feeling so unstable and depressed right now. Keep fighting, girl.
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When I'm at my internship working with the patients, I'm fine.
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Why is that? Does their need for you help you pull yourself together? Is there something you can identify from that experience that you can transfer to the other part of your life and maybe it will help you hold it together then too?
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He stayed with me like that, in the here and now until I came back.
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I am so glad he was there for you to anchor onto. I am so glad you came back.