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Sep 08, 2015, 07:48 PM
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Grand Poohbah
Community Liaison
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Member Since: Jan 2011
Location: Surrey, SE London, UK
Posts: 1,628
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Hi everybody and you dear angelicgoldfish, especially for your kind and very comforting words to me, and thanks also everyone for all of your posts, it's def kinda comforting to read that we don't suffer alone with our addictions/pacifiers and various self medications ~~ though it sure feels like we do when trying to appear so ''normal'' and ''capable'' to those neighbours etc that only see the outer physical forms of us that mostly appear well groomed and fashionably ''rock~chick'' if you like!!  Yeah, most days I can haul myself outa bed and get the long process going of wash and brush~up, applying copious amounts of make~up and select the blond hairpiece, hair decorations and jewlery, oh and of course the ''colour~coded'' clothes!! Yerp, for all the world I can appear to have not a care in the world ........................ my goodness, if only they really knew what is going on in my head (actually I'm glad they don't know!). It's my Dolly Parton appearance I want the world to see, not the depressed, obsessed/OCD/angry/anxious/personality disordered self underneath it all. Opps, I'm sorry peeps, I've rambled on somewhat!! And thankyou dear angelicgoldfish, for I really have a genuine sincere unlimited care for others who are suffering ~~ been through the Psych hospital in~patient treatment and learnt a great deal from fellow patients. OK, I'm gone! 
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