Thank you for being understanding and not giving me a talking to. You shocked me today when you told me you think I should take medicine for my panic and anxiety. You said that you don't think I indulge myself enough to get a break. I wonder what that means, really? I thought you would be afraid I would become dependent or escapist, but your response was so clear that I needed to let myself relax, I wonder what you're seeing that I'm missing about myself.

Any way, thank you for being patient and not getting angry.