Wow I'm either that much of a loser or I'm beyond helping. No ones answered of 111ppl and I know the majority is probably ppl who don't have profiles so they cannot answer or suggest any advice. This does wonders for my self esteem. Really makes me hate myself less and makes me think it really is me. I am the failure the loser I've always been told I am. I should just quit before I get deeper eh? I mean I even answer my own post cuz no one else will. I'm pathetic!