I shared this story with my mother and a good friend. They both knew parts of it already but now they have seen my thoughts along with everything that has happened. It was hard but people close to me knowing more and being honest to them is really helping me. I can also see a change in my mother towards me, we are both more open. One day left till my first therapy session, or intake as they call it. I'm a little scared because I have never really done this before. I just hope I can stay as honest and open as I have been the past couple of days. I really want to be honest, more than ever.