Not even a little. It was all great. And yes, I am quite the sap. Always have been. I'm a sucker for little things that may seem inconsequential. Like when this girl touched my face one evening with a little smile and said she liked my grey hairs (there was a bit of an age gap, if you hadn't read that). I nearly exploded, partly because that was a little bit out of the ordinary for her. She had those moments all the time; little lapses in guarding herself so carefully. That's what kept me hanging on as long as I did.