Emo Bear, Pookies, Cupcake. My first friend. My best friend that no one can ever replace. I miss you so much, you were like a sister to me. Remember when we use to walk on the train tracks? And when we would run around the mall and take pictures of people? I miss that, and I can't do that with anyone else. Retta, Kimmy, Alicia, Cara and I are empty without you. But I know that you will always be with me, in the wind, the sunshine, the water, but most importantly in my heart. I'm not sure that I can pick up the pieces now that you're gone, but you will be on my mine every day, and you make me smile whenever I think about you. And I know that you would want me to smile right now, and be strong because I know that you couldn't be strong enough. And I promise that Scooter and I will throw you a huge birthday party just like you wanted. And I will feed him every day when I get home from school, even though he is the fattest dog in the world. I love you so much, and my life will never be the same without you. I will fight for you.