i have not dealt with the same situation to that degree, but there are def. parts that do not like my psychiatrist. some think she is potentially harmful, some know she is not how we always need her to be, and some just in general don't like her for whatever reason.

i have been with her for 10 years now and have had times where i wanted to stop seeing her and did try, but what kept me going back was knowing she was the only one who really 'gets' things and has not been as harmful as a lot of other professionals i have encountered over the years. so, i try to hold on to that fact. sometimes, i have had to step back for a bit and let things calm down and then resume seeing her.

sorry i cannot be of much help.