My parts are starting to come back again I think. Since the assault, I really have not heard from any of them or switched much, at least not that I am aware of. The other night I did switch and I got hurt by one of them. I am not sure who it was and I am not sure why either. I am a little scared though. I wasn't hurt real bad, but bad enough. I am hoping that I will be able to better control it all. I am just really struggling. I have been losing more time also. I know I have been dissociating, not necassarily switching though. There are times that I am just not completely there and times when I am not there at all.
With the assault situation, they still have not found him. Though he has now been on the local news and the newspaper and there is a warrant for his arrest. They are also offereing a reward for any information now. I am still having to go to wound care, I've been going for almost 11 weeks now and the assault happened 12 weeks ago today, this is going to be a hard day for me. I am pretty freaked out about all of this. I am just hoping that I will make it through. I am also hoping that he will not just get away with what happened, but I am afraid he is going to. Well I will try to keep you updated. Oh and I may even have to have surgery again because of the assault. Well because my wound from my incision is not healing. I am hoping it doesn't have to go that far. But I have a week for it to heal or I have to see a surgeon. it is still 5 cm deep , so about 2 inches deep, that is not good at all. Well I better go for now and get some rest because I have been sick along with all of this.

Jennifer