I hate your opinion




Because it always makes too much sense.

Girl #2 ("E" if we want to use my earlier designation) is the manipulator, and I know it. But I'm not convinced it's because she is a bad person, but because she doesn't know how to show her emotions. Or because I'm a sucker.

My ex (let's call her "N" out of convenience...and accuracy) loves me. But I don't know if I still love her. I want that intense love you get with a new relationship. We sort of had that, but I have emotional needs that are heavy. I need to feel appreciated, loved, I need to be told I'm attractive. I want to feel doted on (again).

I've been married before, and (for the first 3 years of 5) I got the emotional support I need.

I've had about $50 of Jameson, poured way too strong (bartender thinks I'm cute (she told me (on two occasions ))) so I should probably stfu for the night. I will reevaluate in the morning.