I do go to the gym tho. I'm a little gym rat. It's like my only hobby. Maybe I need more hobbies? Idk I just don't want to have another episode. I've done good so far and I'm not in the hospital. Boy did the hospital suck. That was like a year ago. Since then I've lost myapartment and quit my job. Well the apartment because I have no money cuz I quit my job to go to school. Man, life has changed so much in a year