So for a long time now I have had a fear of open doors. As in I'm in a room and the doors open. Now I'm fine if there's people in the room with me, but two or less with me I become afraid. I don't why or how it started but I'm specifically afraid of this demon coming through and If I'm alone this one scene of it keeps playing through my mind where he bursts in and If it helps it is this large monster that appears to have a human form. It is made of flesh and is bulky and mishapen. It has long black hair, eye sockets with no eyes and along with pointy teeth. This fear of it is embarrasingly making me afraid of the dark as well for fear I run into it.

I am a mentally ill teenager who has anxiety, depression and maybe something else. I have a 3 or 4 month wait before I can go to the therapist. I'm trying to get the anxiety medication but my doctor insisted a professional prescribe it to me. I'm not sure I can wait the 3 or 4 months. Does anyone how to help me or what this could be?