it isnt about being old enough to be asked i dont think i am explaining myself well although i dont know any other way to explain it. I am not me i dont other people have a sense of themselves even if it is only small they still seem to feel like a thing but i dont i dont feel whole or like i exist i seem to just reflect things off others and spit back what they want to hear to preserve what ever this creature is that seems to host more than one thing i dont have an identity if i look in the mirror i dont see anything i recognise i am not there is more than one being in my head like multiple people only they arent whole either they are fragments but so separate i dont get a say because i cant i one cant decide alone when the others dont want the same things. It isnt that simple there are other things living in me.