Hello,

I have been feeling weird for 1 year or so and i have no idea why.
I feel like everything i do doesn't matter and this world is fake and ultimately leads us nowhere. I eat but i don't feel fed, i drink but i don't feel satisfied, even breathing air doesn't satisfy me, it's some kind of boredom. I have no feelings for nothing and no one around me, i feel like everything i do is pointless and everything i see like people arguing or talking or enjoying themselves are limited to this world, and that they don't see more, they don't want more, they don't want to experience and explore something more. I've no intention of doing anything to hurt others because i don't feel that the actions from this dimension matter. Ohh yeah i forgot to say i believe there is another world/dimension one in witch we are godlike, we can do anything and we can interact with other beings. I don't know if this is depression because i laugh and i know i can still have a part of me that feels things in this world, and so i enjoy moments, but after they are gone and i am with myself, thinking, i realize the moments don't matter, they are there for a purpose but I've no idea what that is. I am looking for information. Why am i feeling like this? Why am i experiencing this? Sorry for my grammar and any mistakes.