Thanks everyone. I really really appreciate your support. Yesterday I went out and got some cheese and crackers.

Today i feel I am not much better. I feel like I'm in survival mode. I got some OJ this morning because i felt it would comfort me a little. It feels like my body is breaking down.

It's a really bad combo of events, work, school, and therapist vacation. I was bullied horribly in school and was terrified. It's been 10 years sense high school and I'm starting college. But I feel terrified. I know it's silly but it feels like the first day of kindergarten.

I'm just telling myself I just need to get through one day at a time. This weekend I'm going to do Job search. I feel idk what I'm doing but I have to get out. Any support for job search? Honestly I just need to find a simple job.

Man. I really just want to collect my stuff and never come back here to this work. I feel so awful and terrified. I feel nauseous. It feel like my body can't handle this.

I'm going to clean up my things at work and take them home so I can be ready. I feel so stressed.

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