hi Kingv

I was wondering whether you are experiencing emotional numbness where you cannot really get satisfaction from most things. If so, this is quite common in depression. And it usually goes. When depression lifts. To get a really good fix on this. It might be best to see a clinical psychologist.
Yes I do believe there is another world the afterlife. Where we would be totally transformed as people and incredibly happy.
I was wondering whether you thought having a consuming passion in life, which could be a charitable cause or the reconnection with something that fired you up in earlier times will give meaning to life for you? Take care. I hope and pray your day will be really good. God bless and best wishes from your friend Francis