Hey thanks. I contracted with t that I wouldn't do anything crazy and that I would be back on friday. Today has been a horror so far... So much depression and ideation. I'm actually about to take a standardized test for my doctoral school application and I think I'm in the worst test-taking shape possible right now. I know I will see t tomorrow but right now I don't see how I'm gonna get thru the rest of today and tomorrow and especially work. This is so, so hard. If only I didn't let my stupid id take over as I always do...