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Old Sep 10, 2015, 10:25 AM
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Strange that topics people mention are ones we recently experience. So moving into apartment and putting up a light fixture listening to a CD that was much listened to while in the deepest parts of my depression...and cutting.
So I start to get angry that the light fixture and I just can't seem to work out correctly, then into anger or rage...smash the fixture to the floor and light bulb shatters. Glass everywhere. Picking up the pieces I zoned out and was seeing my room that I grew up in and watching myself in a very depressed state...then no control over self ..I reached out for the shattered bulb and squeezed a piece in my hand until it cut my thumb. This part sat there for about an hour then fell asleep. Woke and cleaned up as if nothing happeed. Music can change mood for good or bad ... I am still compelled to listen to the same soundtrack...
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