I have been stable for years up until this year and I had to have my lamictal increased a couple of times. Still on a low dose. I don't call unless I really need to, but this time I feel REALLY anxious about calling do to me SI last weekend. I don't know what they will do if I tell them that. I don't even know if I ever have told them I've done it in the past. This time has just been the worst. I'm doing better, partly why I done it was do to a bad situation I was in. I just don't feel ok anymore. It don't help my husband told me I have been off keel, but he was saying a lot of other things too. I'm fighting with it and for the first time I'm scared to be honest with my pdoc.