(((GERBER)))). I am sorry that you are struggling at this time with your family. It is very confusing and upsettng to live within a family where someone is taking turns to harm others whomever it may be. I hope things get better for you soon and I hope you are not spending too much time trying to determine what you are doing wrong to cause this issue with your mother. Nothing that is happening is your Fault what so ever, and in time with your therapist I hope you can understand what is happening has nothing to do with you at all but is something your mother needs to address herself. Try to take care of yourself Gerber (you are not the Devil) and I dont truly believe that anyone here at Psych Central feels that you are at fault for what is happening. Try to hang in there, if possible. Soidhonia