I've had an experience like this. My first boyfriend was the first person who ever really mattered to me, and it's still hard for me to forget him sometimes. I'm getting married to my wonderful fiance early next year, and even with this going on I still fall into missing my first ex somehow. I had a dream in which I was talking to him a couple weeks ago, and it nearly destroyed everything I've worked up to. I manged to bury it again after a few days, at least to the point where it doesn't hurt me.

Some people are just hard to forget, especially when you have that kind of connection. I thought this guy was meant to be with me, but now I know that I was dead wrong. But even knowing that, I still miss him sometimes. Did you ever get significant closure with this person? I think my main problem is that I never did, I never knew the real reason he left me and it still eats away at me.

I would tell you that it's normal to feel the way you do, but I'm honestly not sure. It's normal for me, anyway.