Lately I have been having a difficult time to just controlling emotions. Sometimes they are so intense and I go off on people and other times I withdraw and dont want to be around anyone. My pdoc changed my meds in the last few days and i seen T today and that was rough. just to talk about things. I feel like a total wreck and like nothing will every work out. I had to drop 3 of 5 classes in college and got fired from my job within this past week. I dont know how much more i can handle things and to top it off i slipped with self harming. Yea my T is aware and I'm working with it. still doesnt help that i wish these damn emotions would just disappear. Im so confused and lost right now.