I've found myself in a real dilemma... I've had some issues lately and have been in a tough place. To top it all off, there's a realization beginning to head that I might not be able to attend therapy in the way I would like to very soon. I've moved up in frequency quite a bit in the last year, from once a week to three times a week. This worries me, I feel like I'm getting too attached to her, which is just validated by my high level of anxiety of dropping down to two or one session a week, or worse, having to stop all together.

I have session tomorrow with her and have been looking forward to it all day. I can't stop thinking about sitting with her next to me. I want to put my head on her shoulder, or rest it on her chest. What the heck is going on?? Why do I want this and feel like I need it to get through this difficult time? Is this transference, or am I just plain going crazy?!?

Please, anyone, help me understand this.