I'm feeling very upset and defeated today, I was once again not selected for another job, I'm losing hope with finding employment. This all on top of my daily anxiety, which takes so much out of me just to go to all of these places in the first place. I came home this afternoon from another employment disappointment and now I'm up late at night because I can't sleep due to my anxiety on overload right now even though I'm really tired. I don't know how I'm supposed to remain strong enough, I don't even know if I can pull this whole regular employment thing off with my anxiety disorder. I don't have a choice. Feeling very backed into a wall and disappointed.