Head conversations?? Hmm. Okay. Let's see. Background info. I am not host.she has been missing for two months. Okay. So in kitchen and unpacking things and putting things away...out of the blue I hear " if you want to keep your daughter around be careful of what you say" ....host has no daughter. Not sure what that refers to. I flat out said out loud " what the f does that mean?" And hear nothing.....later on just incoherent stuff. OK. So now on the massage table. I see a jungle or kind of rainforest...see people walking and then say " who is that..points out in the distance" I start looking around and see my massage therapists office. Then I kinda am like okay just here at massage so I settle down...I keep eyes open all the time ....I then see them carrying a girl back she semi extremely tired or drugged or injured...I keep watching and now it's as if it's just some random movie...but the girl they are carrying gets more clear....looks like the host. I am silence! !!
Massage ends and she makes a comment of how quiet I am today ...I really don't acknowledge her comment pay and schedule another massage.

Other experiences with head conversations feel like I am just answering myself. If I ask a question and lately that question is where is host...the answers are " don't know don't care lost probably out playing in traffic I want mommy ( 4 refers to host as mommy) and or silence.

When it's therapy time ... I often hear " tell her this or that" that's only when I am not sure what the answer should be.....sometimes in Ts office even though it's physically just her and I ...it sounds like 20 or so people are in the room. Very distracting.

Not sure if this answered any question it's just our or rather my experience for now. I do feel at times that the conversation is prescripted. In the very beginning there where two alters that were known as Writer and Director...so maybe we all live in a movie in this body??? I often wonder if those alters are secretly back. U mm. Hmm. Don't know that for sure.