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Originally Posted by Mattheus234
Look, my story is not short at all; yet I want to be brief and most specific I can. Ok, introducing myself. I'm just an ordinary man as everyone else. Never knew about masturbation; yet since I was about 11 or 12 years old I started doing this. It was a pleasurable and euphoric experience. In the beginning I didn't complain at all and I didn't take any care over the years. However, I started feeling kind of guilty because I think that masturbation has taken lot of time from me. Time I could be using for other productive things I have been wasting it on porn as an example; or hot women images.
I want to stop doing this for REAL; and I do it sometimes. However; anytime I tell myself "I WON'T MASTURBATE ANYMORE" I end up doing it one more time; and then I quit again; just to miserably do it again and fail. It's kind like an annoying vicious circle.
And the worst part is that I know that I have this masturbation addiction problem; but I end up watching porn and hot women images more and more frequently. I tried blocking pages, using filters, and it still seems that it doesn't work.
I really need help, I feel hopeless, I just want to become normal again... >  |
You have not mentioned how often you masturbate and whether you are married. However, you need not feel guilty. Masturbation is not evil but a wonderful way to satisfy your libido in the absence of a sexual partner. I feel that you only need a stronger resolve to give up this habit. Try engaging yourself in something worthwhile all the time. It is really easy to change for the better provided the desire to do it prevails over everything else. CHANGE IS ONLY A THOUGHT AWAY!