With my ex-T I noticed after her long summer break that she seemed different, kind of more relaxed, I thought she looked healthier.

I am on a break now with my current T. We didn't have a good last session. I wonder if the upcoming break affected her, I don't know how she felt about it, but I wonder with hindsight if she had some emotions about it that affected her. She quite possibly doesn't know how I felt about it as we managed to not talk about the break at all. She's a pretty good T, so it felt uncharacteristic of her not to have discussed something so significant.