I am sorry you are struggling. You mentioned in the past that you are afraid she will die yet you said she doesn't have any deadly illnesses and I would assume she is fairly young. She hopefully will live many years. What makes you think of her dying? Did her health condition changed for the worse? Mine has cancer and is undergoing chemo and is older than yours yet I think she will stick it through. What makes you think yours might die?

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