Hi Fosterthehuman

It is difficult to get just the right job for you. What about office work? Is there some careers advisory agency that you could go to that could assist you in this choice.? Don't see yourself as a failure. You are not and have just experienced something that does not work for you. Certainly I used to have a lot of social anxiety. But as I got a bit of a handle on depression and anxiety. The social anxiety lessened considerably as it will for you. There is in the US an organization in some states called vocational rehab that might help also. Take care. I hope and pray your weekend will be good. God bless and best wishes from your friend Francis