"Current T. said to know it's not my fault but then the last session she got upset that I had seen another T. in May for advice and didn't want me seeing anyone before my last session with her."

**She's right, it's not your fault...it's an unmet need trying to be filled....as to her not wanting you to see another T before your last session with her...that's just too damn bad.

" I wish she had said 'I know this will be really hard for you. What can I reasonably do to make it easier'. That probably hurts more than anything."

**Exactly.