i was watching a video about pitbulls just now and i just cried and cried and sobbed and wailed and i realized it was the pain of the betrayal by this person. he has been a family "friend" for at least 10 years.

i know how he got my pin number now. we went to buy lumber one day and he was standing right by me and saw me punch it in.....i guess he was slipping my card out of my purse occasionally...

i've already been to the bank and the police. i quit adding it up because i got so depressed that i couldn't go on. but i'll finish it tomorrow. obviously, i won't recoup anything. the pieces are falling together and he's been lying about his job.

this is someone who said he needed some moral support right now and this is what he did. i wish i could find him!!!!!

thank you all, so much. "gilda radner" "it's always something".....