Hi Barry

I feel that if you could discover the source of the guilt. It would be helpful. A therapist could help you access that. But even if that does not deliver. There is the option of going to a clinical psychologist who does hypnotherapy to see if hypnosis could unearth it for you. The source of the guilt could be a deeply buried memory. I simply accept that I cannot feel anything but have decided to treat everyone with love and empathy and compassion.
When you start to feel this guilt. You could reassure yourself that there is no reason for it, and that should make you feel a little better.

That is a choice open to you. Also. I hope and pray everything improves for you and your weekend is good. Take care. God bless and best wishes from your friend Francis