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I don't need anybody! Very true, but during healing I've learned that relationship problems is apart of post traumatic stress disorder. I talked about that in session and I now realize that I can let the guard some and trust. Then again at the same time having post traumatic stress disorder and dissociative identity disorder makes it hard to relate to just anybody, but there is always a chance for the awkwardness their identity might be swiped which makes it worst. Also, the fact that we might trust too easily opening ourselves up for more hurt. I have these over protective people who claim their care, but make it especially difficult with their tactics to make sure I stay lonely. There are times when I just need to be around someone though even if not directly interacting with them. An outing making sure I make conversation with someone, if it is only to ask about a product in the store with a store clerk. That is not all the time though, just when I feel really lonely. I like group therapy, chat rooms, dating websites etc. that is helpful to not feel very lonely. Dating is really complicated for me right now also. Then there is the struggle within some alter got their favorites some don't want you in to that lifestyle so they are so opinionated that it makes it really hard to be sure of yourself. Then I realized that it is okay to please this one alter for now, although I don't get in the habit of doing so.