Well, my friend came over and did the big bathroom repair job I paid him to do. It's a weight off my mind. It was causing so much anxiety and stress ; I was worried we'd be evicted if the building manager ever caught sight of it. But it was so stressful and tiring to have someone over, even a good friend who understands my limitations. Hopefully I'll be able to tackle some of big decluttering and cleaning jobs on my own now. But going to take it in small bite sized pieces. I have this habit of knocking myself out doing a big all day task and then burning out and not doing anything else for months.