So I decided not to call my T about my suicidal thoughts. I thought if I can't do the right thing and I can't trust myself then I will call. Right now I am feeling better. I spoke with a couple friends about yesterday and how I am feeling. I made plans to spend time with a couple friends during the weekend even though I'd rather hibernate. I think I am set. I will see my T on Thursday.
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...In the darkness I will meet my creators And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator 
-Daughter
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