If you intend to survive the crime of molestation and live the future in peace with yourself you might reconsider what your responsibility is to someone else besides yourself. Protecting the person who complicated your young life is an unbelieveable act of selfishness. I can't believe you want others to suffer the same fate? Just-in-case you don't know...people who molest never stop molesting. Also, when molested children grow in silence, eventually other problems begin to arrive, seemingly, out of nowhere. Flashbacks start to haunt and shade what otherwise should be very happy life occasions for you. Do not walk-run to your most trusted person and ask them to come with you to your parents, minister or authorities. Have the courage to trust those in charge to take steps to remove this person to a place where he cannot hurt another. At the moment you are a victim of a serious crime. This crime needs to be reported. Consider how you would feel if he esculates his crime (s) and decides to kill the next victim.