Im always being told I dont listen. I seem to only remember parts of convos no matter how intently I am listening. It has gotten to where I just want for once to be right when I say I remember a convo correctly, but time after time I am wrong. Im the crazy one so I am automatically wrong, and I just want to prove to myself and to those around me that I dont always forget things. I want for once to say, yeah this is what was said and to not be wrong. Today a fight was caused because I was so insistant on what I remembered to be right. Sometimes I just feel like maybe, just maybe the other person is the one that isnt remembering correctly. And sometimes Im affaid that IS whats happening if I assume Im wrong.
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all I've undergone
I will keep on
underneath it all
we feel so small
the heavens fall
but still we crawl
all I've undergone
I will keep on
-NIN
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