Hi,

I'm in the process of grieving the parents I never had and whom I needed.. I'm not very good with these emotions, so thought I'd share them.. Pain shared is pain lessened

It's SO f'ing painful that I didn't have what I needed..!!!!!

Sorry.. I know it's not nice reading rants.. But gotta get this outta my system..

I feel like I can't breathe!!! I'm just so ANGRY, and SAD, and everything at the same time!!!!! I feel like I'm suffocating and there's nothing I can do about it..

But hoping posting this will help.. Thank you for reading could do with some hugs!