One day a little boy was abducted by men with guns ,,, he was taken away … in hand cuffs ...they took his belt and shoe laces away … and he was brought before many men who judged him … he was very confused and scared … they said he needed much help and sent him to a hospital …

he was told that they would send him home and let him come every day for help and go home every night .. but they locked him behind a big heavy door … there was no escape ….

All he had was his little journal book … he carried it like a teddy bear … it never left him …

He was force fed pills … lots of pills … he did not know what they were … and was not told ...

He completely shut down … for two days he neither spoke or ate … he lost three pounds … on day three he ate his first meal in the rec area of his ward … that would be routine for two more days … he spoke only when forced by staff … he was threatened to participate in group … he sat there quietly …

On day five he went to the lunch room after staff “recommended it”… strongly ….

He liked the food … but the bed was hard as a rock …. every half hour he would be looked at …
He slept poorly … he was woken often by the door opening and light streaming in … the door was knocked on every time he went to the bathroom ...

On day five he was told if he ever wanted to leave here his family must be told where he was …

He did not want to … but allowed it … he was very embarrassed ….

On day six he had to meet his family in a small locked room … they were told how bad the little boy was … he felt very small … he said nothing …

On day seven the little boy went home … he was given his shoe laces and belt back …

The little boy forgot …. but now he remembers … too bad … no memories are better than bad ones …

The little boy has never been the same ….

The little boy still does not know why ….

ps: It has been almost three years and still the little boy does not know why ….