Thank you for all of the responses. I wanted to know because I try not to but do purposely miss doses either because 1 I feel they r taking over my brain and allowing others to control me. Or 2 i am so used to feeling so awful when that awfulness goes away I don't know how to respond to anything. I haven't been able to grasp and identify my emotions an when I don't know what I feel I have a tendency to get very angry and frustrated and do really stupid things.